We all have the choice to take the lead or follow

I look in the mirror, the picture's getting clearer
I wanna be myself, but does the world really need her?
I ache for the earth, I stop going to church
I seek god in the trees, makes me fall on my knees
My depression keeps building
Like a cup overfillin'
My hearts so rigid, I keep it in the fridge
It hurts so bad that I can't dry my eyes
Cause I keep on refilling it with the tears that I cry